At present,I am feeling happy being isolated,alone..and evn neglection by people makes me feel feel comfortable.I just want to spend some quality time with myself from past few days.Like being alone in the balcony of my house at 1 am when its all quiet and cool wind from across the ocean blows.

I loved to sit on the first bench of my class and have fun,but now a days,i feel its beter for me to sit at last an enjoy myself..seeing the whole world,how it looks.Though coming to backwaters at jhankhaar from my college crossing those dense trees undr the sun in a lovely stretch of 3-4 kms has always been my point of neglection by foot.But these days it is giving me a very nice feeling to walk along the shade of the trees,under the sun..meeting the church on the way where i do sit for sometime and complain to the almighty...without a response i come back.

I have stopped interacting wid my closed ones.I feel its better to just be within mysef and not let the world be aware of my sufferings...

To evryones irony,ya..this post is public..but i cant help it..i needed someone to share my feeling with,sumone who doesnot question me or give an answer....all because i dont want to..

Because i know why,how,and when of myself....